its 5:06 pm now..yea..but time seems meaningless to me now because im lost in time..lost in my life....why?...i cant get control over my life and im in deep shit...done so many stupid things recently...but nothing seems to cover the pain in my heart..i keep telling myself i will get better in time...but why i haven't?I thought I was ok.but when you told me that day...my heart goes shattering again..why?why I have to live every single day with you on my mind?not only you but your the other half...which came out to be add salt to the wound...sigh...
i don't know what should i do...i hope to see a happy post in my blog...
2008 is going to end and im still like this...i hope all this will end soon either on 31st dec 2008
8 comments:
why why why? keep asking urself why she left you... why she do dat to you.. WHY not think how to live ur life wifout her?? WHY not stop thinking of why???
humans are stupid. they always cry over stuff that are gone.. why not appreciate the ones in front of you??? each and everyone of us go thru the same thing atleast once in our life... its jz the matter of time.. and we can always choose to be happy.. happy or sad, u still have to live ur life.. why choose sad when u can choose to be happy??
lil misfortune is a blessing... the gurl u wan left u for another guy.. wat about others who had their gf/wife left cuz of death??? atleast, shes still alive.. and u can stil be friends.. loving someone doesnt mean u have to HAVE her.. seeing her happy is enough..
why make urself suffer like dat??? very fun meh?! and tell me.. how bad has this affected ur life.. why must u ruined ur life over a girl? if shes meant to be wif u.. she will... but if not.. den forget it..
its not worth it to cry over someone who doesnt cry for you.. its not worth it to have ur life runied just for a person who doesnt care... its not worth it to make urself suffer when u can be happy..
why must u torture urself like that? its not like everyone is dead cuz she left u.. u still have ur frens around..
do u noe how many ppl in this world wants to live longer?! but they couldnt? and u wants to kill urself?!
do u noe how lucky u are?!
Megdalyn, forget about advising him. Check on the previous comments that a girl left in his previous post, ryan ended up fucking her off for no reasons, as if he knows what he wants.
the minute i click publish comment i ady know he will get angry wif me and theres nth i can do... its his choice whether to be angry o not.. ;)
anonymous..erm...my mood wasnt unstable tat time...so i did scold her very badly...but i did realise what i done was wrong..and in a recent post i did apologize to her..but i guess she's still angry..and i lost a fren bcoz of that..yea..regretted it..but no point coz i din think..so i have to live with that..its not that i dun wanna do..but im trying...not a single person of u can say i din./..coz ur not me..meg im not angry...tq for reading my post...hugs
From my point of view, saying 'fuck off' to a girl is consider a serious matter. In a way, probably it wasn't that bad for you. Apparently you didn't specifically mention who you apologize to. Anyway, she wasn't reading it, I guess.
hmm..i did say tat?i think i just realise coz i wasnt using my brain when i was typing tat time...oh..yea i did not..anyway to tel u..im apologizing to a fren janice...janice teoh..yea i guess she's not gonna read my blog anymore after i said such terrible thing..its my bad...
I can say everything, scold everything, sayang you everything. if you dont want to stop feeling this way what we say also useless one lor. You shud just keep telling yourself to be positive and BE positive. makes a lot of difference. doing it and saying it...not same tau. let's just say the only reason why u r emo is because U want to be emo. U want to wallow in self pity. So..its ur choice to be sad or just accept it.
I know la kan words are easy to say hard to do. But I won't say it if i don't mean it. Kalau I boleh, you boleh! betul punya la!
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