i need help...

hey guys..i find myself trap in time again...i need guidance...i need someone..anyone..help me get me back to the right track...for some period of time..i find myself lost...i couldnt do anything...i juz hope there are something that can spark up my life again..i was never like this...i use to be enjoying my life...but now life seems so difficult for me..life seems so suffocating to me..i juz hope that there is someone who grab my hand when i was about to drown...but it doesnt seems to be happening...i going deeper and deeper into the sea...and with sea there is no one that can see u cry....crying under the sea blends the tears wit water surrounding well..what did i have to do to stop all this continue?is there anyone that can answer me?i hope i can find the answer sooner then ever.There are times where i felt like i wanted to take my heart out and rest...its taking too much on myself..and yet i cant get out of the circle..it is surrounding me all the time..at times you wont feel im unhappy because i hide it deep within me...i do not want to make u all unhappy...but things just cant hold back inside me..i tend to show my emotions because i cannot stand it anymore...i just hope all this can end very soon..i do not want my life to fall apart....

my bLOg is 3 DAYS oLd!!!=p

hey everyone..i wanna post something..but im kinda super tired..so ill juz say something=)..wil cont 2moro..hehe..anyway eventhought im very tired..i feel happy to do something for you...One thing that is always on my mind is THERE IS NEVER ONE SECOND I WANNA SEE U UNHAPPY..thats why all that i do is worthwhile for you..i hope u like it=)..i juz hope tat when i said those words to u..u wil said it back to me.I juz wish it happens=)..signing off now..TQ for reading

p/s: MISS SHEA LENG AND MISS WAN EE..PLEASE DUN ANGRY WITH ME..LATER NOT LENGLUI D...I TREAT U EACH 1 CUP CAKE OK?GO TAKE FROM XIAN...SORRY..REALLY SORRY..I DUN MEANT IT A=)....."SAI LOU KO EM SEK SAI KAI=P"

of Thinking ahead...

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hey everyone...im back..my blog is 2 days old today=p....yea..juz 2 days...primary reason because i wrote this blog because i felt unhappy...im worried of someone..yea...i really do care of YOU=).its juz going pass my mind every second..im sorry if i make u unhappy...there is nothing more i could have care of other then you...i hope u do understand my feeling and make an effort to it..It really hurts when i think of it..im sorry...

JuSt tO lET u KnoW=)

HI EVERYONE!!!!

i decide to dedicate this post to 1 special person....hehe..see all the pics me wit a girl?pretty rite?She's my cousin:)...She's 19 this year..and she's SINGLE AND AVAILABLE.So yea...i decide to post about her because she's quite important to me.yea...Kris u din read it wrongly..its IMPORTANT..ehehe..she's always beside me when im down..when i need her...there is always a hand lending me her strength to pull me back up and cont up from where i fall=).I actually duno what to say..but ill say something..heheh...I think she's a pretty nice gal though...erm..u can know her more if u wan..but u let me noe first ya u guys//ehehe...i really got ntg to say..i just want to say tq for all the things she done..You may say its just a lil help but u add them all up and it become a mountain=D..so yea....thx alot..

ONE MORE THINGS, you guys weird la..yea i mean GUY...shes stil single ...there is a nice girl here and she's still single yet u all still bodoh bodoh sitting down..heheh..abit of promotion=p

There you go my 2nd post of the day=)http://kristine-tells-it.blospot.com..there you go her blog=)

A whole new different perspective

hey everyone..im sure everyone of u will surprise for the presence of my blog..i never thought that i would create a blog...yea...it surprise me either.Actually b4 this i felt that blog is an online diary which is being READ BY PPL ALL AROUND THE WORLD .I dun quite like this idea bcoz it doesn't give me the sense of privacy and whats the point of writing your diary without any privacy?But somehow , lately alot of things happen to and it changes totally what i felt about writing blog.Blog is a way to express yourself regardless of write or wrong.I remember

recently a famous blog creater quote this "YOU HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN WORDS IN YOUR BLOG" This I think is very true and it somehow open up my mind to create my own blog..I don't know if its even related to why im creating my own blog, but yea...it does open up my mind.I came to a point in my life where there is no happiness everyday eventhough you may seem that I am.I came to a point in my life where the end of this never ending journey with full of sadness never exist.I came to the point of my life where living a second day after today felt hard.This is where the most downside of my life I guess.Sometimes I just have to accept the fact that in life somtimes you are alone, you just have to stand up yourself. But nevertheless , there are some nice friends who keep supports me and help me continue on my life.I hope I can find the end to this never ending journey.

Tq for reading my first post..